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Name: Sara
Location: Warner Robins, Georgia, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Music of all sorts,
Friends, Boys,
One hott boy who will
teach me to surf,
Kissing,
Making out with pop
rocks, Late night
runs to steak and shake,
scary movies,
Guitars,
(someone who will teach
me to play)
The ocean,
New York,
Art,
Cooking,
Movies,
Predictions(of the un-natural
way),
cuddleing,
poetry,
exoctic places,
foregin people,
different languages,
photography,
zodic signs,
god(above all things),
romantic dates,
sweet conversations,
someone who will tell me i'm
beautiful and mean it....
Along with the rest of my life.....
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  XxDesiresLifexX
AIM: XxDesiresLifexX
AIM: XxDesiresLifexX
AIM: XxDesiresLifexX
AIM: XxDesiresLifexX
Member Since:
4/12/2005
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| New Xanga.
Make_the_Xscene.
Got it. | | |
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Hott No?
Taking Back Sunday Hottie.
After everything's over, that's when you start to miss her.
After to many endless fights, sleepless nights, over-rated day dreams and not to mention unwanted labels, you decide to speak up.
After a trillion phone calls and not one message, it's over.
After countless attempts to make things work, After many plans gone a rye, After all the things I thought I did wrong I realized, it's not my fault.
After a new spark ignites into a fire, it's slowly quenched by your never ending river of lies.
After so many "lines" such as help me get over her, I've learned to shut myself into a box
One you somehow shattered as if it was merely glass.
After it's gone I realized it's a good thing.
Good thing that I never wasted any more of my time on it, on you.
After I'm over it, I get stuck right back in the same situations.
Not that I mind. I just want something to be real for once.
After I think about it, I'm glad that you broke my heart.
You made me who I am now and I love it.
Real Love is nothing like the movies.
If I was day, you'd be night.
If one of us was pointing the gun, it'd be you.
If time was of the essence, I'd have a thousand years.
If you were over her, the world would end.
If true love exsisted, it would be in a movie.
If lies were your specialty, I'd fall for every one.
If tears streamed down my face, would they be from you?
If anger was all you had left in you, my guess is that I said something you didn't want to hear.
If silence means everything, then why waste our time talking?
If you really wanted this to work, would you let go of every memory of her?
Tell me, honestly how you feel.
Tell me who you miss.
And in hearing that person's name I sink deeper into the abyss that's me because I realized it wasn't my name that was spoken so delicate.
I can't believe my change in attitude. Toward you toward him toward life toward feelings toward death toward everything.I teand to doubt EVERYTHING.
So you don't say. Or do.
I would never know its said not to me but after me.
Make Sense?
I'll stop here before me wallowing in my own self pity drags anyone else down. | | |
|  This Guy Is so Hott!
Love is too strong of a word to be said too early,
but it has too beautiful of a meaning to be said too late
It`s scary to think about how different your life
would be if you never even met that person that
changed everything since the beginning
Went to her site, just to see what was going on.
Saw you there.
Never expected to think anything of it.
Then I saw it.
Hate to say my heart took a dive.
More say, a plundge.
If you want my help you can't do that anymore.
You sit waiting for something that will never come back.
For a person like that it's over and there is no backwards glance. So don't count on it.
Your smart, you'll figure it out.
Or at least I'm sure you will. | | |
| One thought...........
One time.
One chance.
Gone wrong.
I'm Cinderella and when the clock strikes twelve I turn back into the house maid I always am.
Understand?
Maybe not.
I'm going to be smart and let you figure this one out.
One more thing.
I hate to see you bring yourself down, so don't.
Don't let it go to your head.
Sound familiar?
Hope so.
In case you didn't know I miss you. I miss you so good.
Hope you caught that one too. | | |
| Kids are quiet.
Thank goodness.
I need some quite to think anyway.
Thoughts are swarming in my head.
Most I want to dismiss.
Some I want to be heard from every rooftop as my lungs burst from screaming them.
An unexpected note.
An unexpected saying.
A hope that wants to linger, slowly fades away.
What am I doing?
What Am I here for?
I am not your welcome mat.
In fact you might as well stamp "walk all over me" on my fore head.
That must be what you see.
I can't stand to take any more for you, from all of them.
In fact how about I dissapear.
See if you miss me then.
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